I am   I am the Divine Knowing itself. I am the divine knowing itself, love. So are you. Concious of openness I stand in that knowing. I pledge to thank all moments for thier happening and relax into wonder. Hanging in the vastness I float. Yet I cling like a tenuous thread to the heaviness of the surface. I… Read more →

A Clear and Sensible Solution

Even though I am that person, who after the shock faded, what set in was, “Well, but nothing has REALLY happened YET.” In response to the people who do not think we should be protesting Trump winning, in terms of International perception, it is important that the world see us mass protesting his winning the election BECAUSE of the things… Read more →

The Gift of Honored Quirks

My life is nowhere near perfect. Ahhh, those words used to make my skin crawl, now, I feel like I state them as a badge of honor. As a recovered perfectionist, who after mucking everything up from the depths of despair that my 12-year-old self would never live up to the (ridiculous) parameters I set up in my “Perfection Packet” I… Read more →

Darkness of Light

The Dark Mother within me has raised her hackles and howled. The moments when I know I am a terrifying force to be reckoned with pour in from the edges of my reality through interactions with the other to reveal the wholeness rejected along with my dark.   Destruction is creation, Pablo Picasso is credited with stating.   When people… Read more →

And now I am Mama…

Born April 15th, 2016 at 8:58pm via a non emergency, emergency c section at Legacy Meridian Hospital in Tualatin, OR… My little Eloise Azure Walden Pursell has made me into the mother the world so frequently saw within me. My little fire baby, Aries sun, Leo moon, Scorpio rising, Taurus mercury… I could go on and on. I read her… Read more →

The Force of Opening to my Resistance

While consistency has  not always been my strong suit, it is the stable energy that has been sucked like a vacuum into my everyday existence. The wiggles and shifting of my little Eloise, the ways my life has taken a certain form each day, every morning, near like clock work. Even if catapulted into these experiences with daily struggles of… Read more →