Life is a dance of finding the balancing point and moving with adaptability and as much ease and grace, remaining authentic and present in the moment- accept the events as they occur, holding the focus of what is yearned for, with feeling of the presence of it already manifested into this dimensional experience. Feel the feeling of already having everything you want until it does not matter if you get it- you’ve already got it and that is what really, really matters. Do you need the manifestation first? That is the issue, forget the manifestation, the Universe is infinitely more intelligent and creative then you can begin to be- so just focus on the delightful feelings, the ecstasies of being alive, through this whirl of Becoming that never ends. I am, you are the Being-ness that is the core of every moments beating step of progress. We are the screen that the projection of experiences is released upon. What a blessing. What an epic journey to be gifted to experience. What power. What responsibility to stay aware of the magic, unseen, yet just touchable in every minute detail, every broad scoping casting of the time progress of every day. Always, the sun also rises.
Forever is an eternity I would happily share with you, dancing in the sunsets, staring into your eyes as you gaze out at the world. I do not understand the physical context of everything, but I have learned to accept all, and that everything will make sense when it is meant to make sense. The rest of the time, we are simply here to express the embodiment of this time and space and maybe hold it all together in cohesion for that split second surrender into the existence of what makes up the atoms and particles and quarks bumping together to create the space between and smallest particles of matter. What if all we are is the void held together with belief and intentions, the feelings of experience that are the living and breathing, the being-ness of our consciousness playing in the dance of ordered brilliance we have yet to learn to understand as anything other than chaos.
Is it all relative from our limited perspectives? Is there a way to be more omniscient without getting full of our own awareness of knowledge? How to lead from the heart while sitting full of brain? How to allow the surrender into trust from the deepest, most patient places within and still remain engaged with the struggles of humanity? How to behold what is manifest while holding the highest awareness of the better, best feeling experience? To surrender into the experience of emotions and feelings, thoughts as things, as state of interpretation. For an empath, the tepid nature of the self focus of my thoughts absorbs the philosophy of all around me if I am not care full with my spongy nature.
The importance of letting loose, never taking yourself of life too seriously, lays in the moments of downtime that allow the space for self adoration to flourish. Like the way that pausing to see the beauty beheld in the angles of my legs, the contrast with the space I am in. I love candid photos that capture moments in the stills of distortion that every experience is. No matter how pure the merging in the moment, the surrender is only as complete as the immersion into the Being-ness, the space that lives within the moments of chatter, the epiphanies, the vastness of connection where no words touch, yet the energy sizzles in the silence of the intangible, yet palpable interwoven nature of us all, everything.
