Category: challenge

challenges where I respond to a prompt everyday for a certain # of days in a row.

The Force of Opening to my Resistance

by  on  in challenge, consciousness, contemplation, enlightenment, inspired, learning, Pregnancy, Third trimester, thoughts

While consistency has  not always been my strong suit, it is the stable energy that has been sucked like a vacuum into my everyday existence. The wiggles and shifting of my little Eloise, the ways my life has taken a certain form each day, every morning, near like clock work. Even if catapulted into these experiences with daily struggles of… Read more →

I’ve outgrown what once was my life…

by  on  in challenge, consciousness, enlightenment, epiphanies, forgiveness, learning, letting go, painful emotions, parents, Second Trimester, simplicity, thoughts

Me. Every word. And as free and fully alive as I feel, it’s really heavy sometimes, because feeling connected is hard when I Know I have outgrown the mental-emotional limitations and perspectives of those who I was once so intertwined with… I feel isolated often by how I have outgrown all that once was key in the definition of my… Read more →

The ache leads to surrender and forgiveness….

by  on  in challenge, enlightenment, epiphanies, forgiveness, Gene Keys, Inner Work, letting go, painful emotions, parents, Second Trimester, The Golden Path program, thoughts

What type of parent doesn’t even bother to try to see their pregnant child for Xmas, yet only pesters that child for the money he essentially forced her to spend to fund an extra long skiing, Xmas and NYE (and beyond) trip with the other child and her significant other for the 2nd? 3rd year in a row? (Yes, I… Read more →

*rant* I need many, many hugs.

by  on  in challenge, painful emotions, parents, Second Trimester, thoughts

Every morning recently I wake up feeling overwhelmed by stress, even though, I do manage to feel better by about mid-day/evening. The constant headache from temple pressure from stress is a special type of h*ll since I can’t really take anything for pain without wondering if I’m hurting my little one… This has been going on my entire life, mornings… Read more →

Embracing Surrender into Change and Uncertainty, a Pregnant post.

by  on  in challenge, contemplation, First Trimester, inspired, learning, meditation, Pregnancy, thoughts

Since finding out I am pregnant the shifts that were already taking place within me have come with more clarity of feeling and refining of my thoughts about the experiences I am welcoming into my life with how I treat my body- what I put into it with supplements, foods, how much water I drink every single day, how much… Read more →